The second I stopped working-out I started eating and drinking heavily. So before I was going to bed at 9:00PM so I could wake up abut 5:00AM and go to my workout (Fit For a Princess!! AMAZING). Now I am going to bed at mid-night after eating for 4 hours and waking up at 7:00AM and then eating some more.
Anyways...so I have been eating and drinking (mostly alone) for nearly a week now. I feel so bloated I can barely move. I am super gassy and horrible. Yet all I can think about all day is eating more!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?! I am going on a beach holiday in 3 days!!! Good grief...you would think I could have one more week of fucking will-power and then just eat while I am away. But no - I am ruining it all now by eating and eating and eating. And its not like I am even pretending to eat healthy food. I went to the grocery store yesterday and bought a bag of chips and a thing of garlic cheese (mmmm - salty chips and soft garlicky cheese were made for each other). And today - I decided to go for the cheese selection and the crackers selection. Oh - and there has been lots of booze...today I decided to have a couple bottles of cider instead of the normal bottle of wine.
I CAN'T WAIT until Christmas is over and I can go back to working out in the mornings. This whole staying up late thing is bullshit and has completely ruined all my routines and planning. And its not like I even have a social life - I am sitting in my room watching Grey's Anatomy and eating and eating and eating and eating!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
That's me - eating...or rather inhaling my food!! (PS - I can't draw well to start with but wow, 3D is WAY beyond my capabilities...)
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